I do not know why this feels like. Previously I had never felt this. I feel different, actually a different person, not the old me. And I was bored. Bored with it all. Maybe I need a vacation can make the mind, heart and my body refreshed. Sometimes I feel like disappearing for a while. Perhaps because they feel disgusted with friends around me today. Friends are usually stabbed from behind. Friends who like looking face with a boss or with someone else. I feel there is no trust worthy friend today. It's hard to tell which is really good friends with a genuine or a good friend but want to stab from behind and dropped us. The point is not too close to your office. That's what I hold the key.
